Sure we all have friends but how can we tell the difference between true friends and those that aren't? Is it better to have any type of friend or should we weed the unworthy few out? Is it ok for us to use our friends to get us to where we need to be in life?
The question of the day is how can we tell our true friends apart from those who really aren't? It might take a bit of detective work but in closer examination we will be able to separate the few from the many. A true friend doesn't come around only when they need something, they are there all the time. A true friend is there though thick and thin, rain or shine, they will always be th
What does the word friend really mean? I mean when you think about it it's just another six letter word, nothing special about it just another word in our vocabulary, right? The word friend itself is meaningless, but the action and the love put into our lives because of that word changes our lives. Our actions because of this one tiny six letter word changes our lives and the ones closest to us, our friends. It's kind of funny how that works.
A friend is there when it seems like your world will fall apart, even if it does they are there to help rebuild it. This friend of ours helps make our life make since. Without them what would the point
Laying there next to you the world seems to suspend itself.
Time seems to stop and the world is at ease.
Laying there next to you not a word needs to be spoken.
Your touch and eyes say more than words ever could.
Laying there next to you my mind is at rest.
No thoughts from the problems before slip into my mind.
Laying there feeling your skin against my own.
Caressing every inch of my body making it your own.
Laying there smelling your sweet smell of cologne.
Brings a smile to my lips.
For I know everything will be ok.
Ok as long as Im laying there next to you.
When I lost you I felt like I lost myself.
Empty and drained from the inside.
I thought I would never find love or have it find me again.
I put on a fake smile so the world couldnt see the pain I was in,
and soon all the pain was gone.
I stumbled a few times but not once have I fallen.
I started taking chances, chances with myself and with others.
Never before have I felt so alive, so me.
I have opened myself up again but only to the select.
I thought when I lost you my life was over,
but when I lost you my life just opened its self to me.
Chapter One
Sam awoke to the sound of laughter and voices downstairs and the smell of fresh brewed coffee was in the floating threw the air. She smiled stretching her tall lean body exposing her arms and feet to the brisk February air. Shivers run down her body her body as she heard the faint sound of foot steeps coming up the hallway stairs. A smile found its way onto her lips as she heard a soft tapping on her bedroom door, "Come in." she said in a soft groggy morning voice. The door slowly cracked open, a man standing around six foot three with a nice build, which you could see even through his clothes, a handsome face with an even more a
The wind blows for you alone, sending you drifting by.
Your colors vibrantly shining, never is one the same.
Equal to none your beauty stands alone.
The suns mighty rays only proves your greatness.
For the sun shines just to paint a portait of wonder.
You can stay for day or journey near and far.
For you have no bounds.
Always within eyes distance for us to be in awe of you.
Forever Yours
Amey A.
03/16/05
To Mike: You will always have my heart in the palms of your hands.
I stand here all alone.
Waiting for you to wrap your loving arms around me.
I'm looking forward to the day that you will take my breath away.
In your arms I could happily live.
Forever yours.
I'm forever yours now and always.
You take my breath away.
To be near you is to be in heaven.
Wrapped in gods loving embrace.
Safe and sound for ever more.
Never a tear will fall in loves name.
This is my one true vow.
I'm forever yours now and always.
You take my breath away.
To be near you is to be in heaven.
Wrapped in gods lovi
I am pushing myself to my limits.
No possible way around that.
I have work, school, life, or perhaps the lack of one,
at least the social aspect.
So much to do within the ever so limited day.
Never enough light would the day hold for my limits to be
put at ease.
As strong as I might well be, I am even more so emotionaly
weak.
Only being able to withstand so much before i shut down,
stop caring, and just quit all together.
I feel myself getting ever closer than before.
I have nothing to hold on to for support.
All it would seem ran away with the rising waters.
Weaker and weaker as the days progress till all my strenght
has ran
I have to live without you for the choices I have made.
Never has a day gone by that I haven't shed a tear.
I can blame myself alone for the pain I am to endure.
The pain is a burden that i have bestowed upon myself.
It being my duty to bear it.
Not a smile have my lips known since I have lost you.
You it seemed were the reason for my being.
The light in the brewing storm.
The pain of which is forever my shadow living upon the walls
of my heart.
im standing off alone by myself, yet no one even knows im gone.
the tears stream down checks leaving there marks as they go.
the people around me dont even care, i wonder if they even know im here.
the saddness seems to fill my very being to the core of my soul.
i cause the pain and i make it worse or so it seems.
i stand off in the distance waiting for someone to notice my saddness.
but they never do.
my heart is breaking not knowing how to make the pain go away.
a never ending agony a never ending pain.
i swear no one cares but then again why would they?
Today as I walk I notice things not yet noticed.
Things that as you grow older your mind lets them slip away.
Things that are not meant for the older generations.
Things that only the innocent and free of mind can know.
Things that to you may seem silly.
And things you don't understand.
These things are always here just seek and you will find!
The love I had for you i thought would never blow out.
I thought we would always though thick and thin be ther for one another.
But i have come to notice that we arent as stong as I thought we were.
You have gone your way and I have gone mine.
Its not your fault its also mine.
I only want us to be together, to have what we once had.
But I have a feeling that love is lost forever.
what do you see when you look into my eyes?
do you see all that happens to be wrong with me?!?
or do you over look those?
do you see the love i have for you?!?
or do you not care?
do you see all of my pain?!?
or is it to much to bare?
do you see all my thought?!?
or are they to messed up to been seen?
do you see my past?!?
or is that to hard for you to see?
what do you see when you look into my eyes?
or do you even care to look?
standing here alone.
not wanting to be noticed yet wanting it.
has the fear of being alone yet scared not to be.
waiting for someone or for noone at all.
standing here watching the snow fall.
feeling as if i am falling with it.
my being falling to the floor melting not soon afterwards.
wondering if i fall apart fast enough if i will take a new shape.
or totally dissapear?
not understanding why i force myself to these points.
but understanding how i got here.
yet im not sure i want out.
so for now i just stand.
I sit here wondering, wondering about you.
About the life we could have had.
The love we shared.
I'm starting to see why we didn't become to be.
Why our love came to an end.
How you could so easily move on.
I'm understanding how i walked away.
Without a tear in my eye.
Whitout a secound thought.
I know that I will find new and better loves.
That you weren't my first or my last.
That i have moved on.
you left me standing.
standing by myself.
alone in a corner.
no where to go.
you left me broken.
all by my self.
no hope in sight.
no one to turn to.
you left me alone.
with a broken heart.
with tears iin my eyes.
you left me.
I told you not to.
Not to fall in "love" with me.
To leave me and not look back.
To move on with your life.
To find someone better.
To fall in "love" with someone...ANYONE but me.
I don't deserve to be "happy".
Or to be in "love"
I barely deserve to smile.
So whst makes you think I have the right to have it all?!?
You make me glad even when I shouldn't be.
Even when i wish i wasn't.
You are a light.
You light my path.
So i can see whats ahead of me.
What will I do when your light no longer shines?
When I trip and fall into the unseen?
When I can no longer see.
What will become of me?!?
Here I am...
Wanting things like they were...
You could always make me smile...
Always could i guess...
Here I am...
Remembering the times we were as one...
In each others arms...
Not daring to let go...
Here I am...
Longing to have you in my arms...
To hold you and kiss you...
To tell of the love I hold for you...
Here I am...
you look at me with your plastic smiles. I hope you dont think your fooling me because your not. i know the truth which lies in your eyes. you cant cover that up with your faluse alibies.
maybe you think your making me feel better be feeding me your lies. who knows. maybe it makes you feel important. who knows.
i can see the truth clearer than the day. i know for a fact that you dont accept me. so why try and make me feel as if you do. im smarter than that. i can see right though to you.
you dont accept me but why should i care. your nothing to me. i dont need you. you think the world revovles around you. well your wrong.
so why dont you
Alone in her mind,
the only place where things are real,
each tear drop turns to blood
and paints a portrait that she feels.
The skies are stained with black,
the moon a smear of red,
howling screams that are the wind.
The stench of what is dead.
She lays among the grass,
a field of burning wheat,
a haunting smile upoun her lips
as she admits defeat.
Her laugh is like a cry of pain
as her body turns to ash.
Where once her hearts had been
is now a hollow gash.
She dies amongst the fires,
a flaming tundra of hell,
leaving in its midst
a dark and lonely shell.
Her mind is like a vast plain,
always all consuming.
The places
Now I lay me to breath
I clench my fists, eyes start to bleed.
My mucle sore, my lips go dry.
I take a breath and start to cry.
No forgiveness,not a chance.
My soul is the darkest dance.
A candle flickers,a child crys.
Am I the only one who wounders why,
Why we suffer, why we plea.
Please, take the sorow from me.
My hope is smuthered, the pain grows.
Again,my tears must show.
I want to say a b word by Antitrustalone224, literature
Literature
I want to say a b word
Obsession is a passion
For a person jaded by design.
You call me a freak,
I think I'm ugly.
Nothing is the same
For a world that loves beautiful
Shiny things.
So many guys on that list
To what my mind cannot help but assist
But what I can't understand.
These words I'm about to say.
The things that have been locked up
For too long.
To my mind free verse is an era
And I'm done with the song.
Every one said it was ok and it will pass.
But when they're gone.
My feelings are the ones that last.
I live my life full of sleepless nights
And dream plastered days.
I think everything as something
And something as nothing.
My view
Faith Lies In Tomarrow by TheBoyThatNeverWas, literature
Literature
Faith Lies In Tomarrow
I remember when you asked me
What I believed in
I wasn't sure then
But I think I'm sure now
I believe in ability
I've been waiting my whole life
To make it go somewhere
And my somewhere is finally here
I've been wanting a new life
One that I miss all the wrong ways
Though my wrongs never really caught up
My time here is thin
Just like the air
And I won't let you in
Because you might care
Thanks for stealing my breath
When there's so little to breathe
But it'll do the trick
Just believe in me
I'll make something for us
Then I'll come back for you
I'll open all the doors
I can be enough for two
Just believe in what I do
Forever Yours
Amey A.
03/16/05
To Mike: You will always have my heart in the palms of your hands.
I stand here all alone.
Waiting for you to wrap your loving arms around me.
I'm looking forward to the day that you will take my breath away.
In your arms I could happily live.
Forever yours.
I'm forever yours now and always.
You take my breath away.
To be near you is to be in heaven.
Wrapped in gods loving embrace.
Safe and sound for ever more.
Never a tear will fall in loves name.
This is my one true vow.
I'm forever yours now and always.
You take my breath away.
To be near you is to be in heaven.
Wrapped in gods lovi
Current Residence: FL Favourite genre of music: i like all types of music... Favourite cartoon character: Scooby-Doo...who else Personal Quote: I'm an open book, all you have to do is turn the page and read. (my own lil quote)
Favourite Visual Artist
mickey...shes the best :D
Favourite Movies
Princess Brides
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
me no no's...it depends on what is on the radio
Favourite Games
Baldurs Gate 2
Favourite Gaming Platform
RPG'S
Tools of the Trade
pencil and papper and when i really feel like being wild and crazy i use pen. *gasps*
IN ONE TRY..TYPE YOUR NAME WITH YOUR:
FINGERS: Amey
CHIN: aqMNEYT
ONE FINGER WITH EYES CLOSED: am4y
CHEEK: ab3wt
ELBOW: aqmmedy
LIPS: a xxdb
PALM: ameery
BACK of hand: qwmeyt
NOSE: amet
TONGUE: amey
-----------------DESCRIBE--------------- ---
-- YOUR HERITAGE: I know i have native american in me but othr than that who knows.
-- THE SHOES YOU WORE TODAY: none yet.
-- YOUR EYES: Greenish blue
-- YOUR WEAKNESS: Animals and my boydfriend. But shh dont tell him
-- YOUR FEARS: I cant really think of any.
-- ONE THING YOU'D LIKE TO ACHIEVE: To be happy.
-----------------WHAT IS-----------------
-- YOUR THOUGHTS FIRST WAKING UP: W
i was just told that one of my frikkin poems doesnt fit into the catorgory that i put it into and they made it into a scap. since when was it someone elses job to say where it belongs. it should come down to what the writter thinks and feels she/he was trying to get across.
oh and im single again...cries hard. it sucks it really does and it hurts and i just wanna crawl into a conor and die...that would be nice. lol.
lattie da...im happy!!! dont ask long story...well if you really want to know you have to PM me...THEN...MAYBE i will tell...im such a tease no? -=^.^=-
hehe...well very few ppl ever comment on my work anymore. and since i comment/ use to when i had time and when everyone else was commenting on my as well, i just felt like my work was usless...is all.